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Im 19. Im currently finishing of my a levels and plan to go univeristy after completing them. I am enthusiastic, determined, motivated, focused, have a good sense of humor, considerate and caring but also shrewd, funny and lively. I enjoy studying and having a good time with my family and friends. I think its hard to find someone who is on your level and who understands you I have a passion for studying psychology and understanding how the human mind works and how this affects the body. Its only recently i found this passion, after going through some things and suffering from some depression.
I love badmington, bike riding, reading, listening to LOADS of music. My fav music is stuff like greenday, take that, scissor sisters, beyonce, nickelback, killers, pink, jojo, gwen stefani, coldplay - i love the song fix you, lyrics are beautiful. I like reading novels and yes I like Harry Potter lol! Some movies I like are The pink panther, hot fuzz, that was funny, toy story, monsters inc, mostly comedy movies or animated theyre cool. I like horror movies 2 but not stuff like zombies yea, i like stuff that could actually be a reality.
I think i know why im depressed, well i knowi have some like stresses, anxieties and negative emotions and stuff that happened in my past has contributed.
Hey i think ive had insomnia for about a year and a half now. I find it really difficult to sleep and its a really hard struggle getting up in the morning - yea ok that sounds as though im being lazy but im not. well i dont know what it is. When i dont have to go college for eg when i get holidays its like everything changes with my sleep, i do this wierd thing where i sleep during the day and am awake at night. yea pretty wierd huh i cant understand it myself.
I think i have anxiety. I think ive had it since well i cant remember, i feel as though ive always had it. Used to worry about tiny stupid things, i used to over emphasise them in my mind, always worried about what other people though. I was alwasys so stressed out, i could never relax. Only at home i could relax. I cant believe no one noticed, well it took me long enough to realise something was wrong, In fact i only realised last year when i dropped out of college cuz things got really bad.
I think i have mild aneamia. I feel dizzy, light headed and unwell a lot of the time...