Journal Entry for August 27, 2007
August 27, 2007 8:16am
This is so beautiful! John 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was …
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rayofsunshine
is feeling OK
About Me
I am looking for the light at the end of the tunnel... I am blessed to have 2 very beautiful daughters 16 & 17 But depression is an evil demon that tries to pull you down into the pit of hell. Some days are good some days not so good. Just holding my head up and praying alot.
Interests
volleyball, reading, walking , boating, fishing, and motorcycle riding.
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Journal Entry for July 5, 2007
July 5, 2007 6:07pm
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind.She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She …
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Journal Entry for June 28, 2007
June 28, 2007 4:15pm
Check MailCompose I Got this from my favorite Aunt in an e-mail. It is very long, yet you will be glad you read it,, I promise …
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Journal Entry for June 28, 2007
June 28, 2007 4:06pm
Well it's been awhile since I last wrote. Just wanted to say KUDOS to Sky's song "I WILL SURVIVE" You go girl!!!
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Journal Entry for June 18, 2007
June 18, 2007 6:30pm
Today I am in a very weird yet wonderful mood.
Hopefully not having a manic episode.. LOL
I feel happy yet everything around me sucks..
Weird I know.
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Thank you my friend. I am here for you too if you ever need to xpress yourself in whatever way you choose.
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Thank you very much for caring about me.God bless you.
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Hope all is well, honey!
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Hey Sweetheart ... Thinking of you and hoping everyone is okay.
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I bet. The both of you will be in my thoughts and prayers, sweetheart.
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Close Panic Attacks
I was diagnosed with depression about 12 years ago. Started having panic attacks 10 years ago.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- I still take this when I can't control my attacks. this is my safety net keep in purse with me at all times.
- BuSpar Not Working
- Effexor Not Working
- very sensitive to any medications. couldn't handle side affects
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- Paxil Not Working
- couldn't handle side affects
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Considering
- Serzone Not Working
- did not like this med.
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
- but made me feel like I had no feelings
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseMy fiance committed suicide June 22,2006. Still Have a hard time dealing with it,or even believing it.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- If it weren't for my preacher, who knows what would of happened. Wonderful man.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God has always been with me. I guess that's why I'm still here.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
- Time helps alot, but never totally heals.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have had depression for as long as I can remember. I was sexually abused by a family member when I was 5 years old . Sometimes it is very hard just to go on with daily life but I have gotten alot better over the years. Having someone to talk to has helped me very much. I hope one day to finally say I'm happy with myself and REALLY mean it
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Made me feel like a zombie with no feelings at all.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Cymbalta Not Working
- bad side affects
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I have fought with 20 lbs for about 15 years . I take it off for a bit and put it back on. I think this time I will win the war.
Treatments
- Atkins Diet Not Working
- hypoglocemia and Atkins DON'T mix.. LOL
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- of course it works.
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- On weight watchers now. Best I've ever been on. Just gotta stay on point. (8 lbs. down)
Open Other Heart Problems
Type: Mitral Valve ProlapseDiagnosed with sick sinus syndrome,bradycardia. MVP as well. I also have very low BP Had DVT and PE at 16 yrs old. Had recurring DVT this march.
Treatments
- Coumadin Working / Worked
- hate being on this due to bleeding possibilities. I feel weak and tired all the time
Open Anxiety
I am such a worry wort. Thought that was all until the past 10 years.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- not taking anymore
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- not taking anymore
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- took away the emotional symptoms but not the physical, which is worse
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- sometimes helps
- Promethazine Working / Worked
- works everytime not only takes away nausea but relaxs me for sleep.and dr. doesnt have a problem prescribing since it isnt a benzo
- Benadryl Working / Worked
- works best over the counter med.
