Thursday, February 28, 2008
I just cant seem to stop crying,I just want to scream. I feel empty without her. I just want her back and I cant... how …
Today i just cant stop crying..............
I was reading a few posts on one of the forums im a member of and all of a sudden i just couldn't stop crying.
I'm still crying now.... i want my baby so badly.
There is a particular site i visit and when i first joined you got a "bump buddy". When i lost the baby i obviouly didn't go back to that site, it was too hard. But i went back today and had a look.
The girls there knew what had happened as i had told them but one comment made on a post from my so called "bump buddy" labeled me selfish for just disappearing.
Excuse me? Do you think i chose for my baby to die you stupid woman.
People make me so angry that they think they can go around talking crap like that.
It just knocks me right back to where i was.
I just cant seem to stop crying,I just want to scream. I feel empty without her. I just want her back and I cant... how …
well in 1 min I'm OK now I'm cryingI want my dad NOW
i can't even start to write without crying......I'l try tomorrow!
You are absolutely right; her comments were selfish in the extreme and stupid beyond comprehension... You are right to feel angry, maybe you should tell her just how you feel, ask her how she would react to loosing her child.. I don't know maybe thats a bit vengeful, but some women can be so SMUG and THOUGHTLESS, it might help her to learn a bit of empathy...
Anyway, I am sorry you had to suffer that on top of your grief, its not right is it you poor thing... Im thinking of you.. Hx
HeleneDM
Hey Hun Hang in there and if you need to talk I am here to listen and that women was wrong to leave such a comment like that people can be so rude and insensitive. Just remember I am always here for you. Laura
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