due to some self-medication, and im not proud to say so, i feel slightly better right now. not wonderful but some of my emotional pain has gone away.I refused to drink tho to self medicate so what i did was really ok b/c my other option for today was to become completely non functional with my perscribed meds(Klonies/Klonopin). a little better than b4 so i wanted to repost another entry even tho i am not completely proud of it today but im not truly concerned either. sometimes my motto is whatever gets u thru but i realize that statement encourages non-healthy ways to live as well. Paz and luv to all my peeps. Lola***
take care....
dipsomaniac
What the heck is PAZ? hehehe (I know, real cute!)
I can completely relate to this je-I feel the need to do the same, not often though; sober today & loving life for ONCE, well, for once, ever since I relapsed last week...what a nightmare! Am taking Prozac now to get me thru the Holidays, I am NOT a Xmas person, never have been, never will be, I'm more of a Halloween-type-person! You get to dress up & be somebody else for one night! Much Love & Paz to you too!
Tam.
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