rutowsle's Journal

I woke up and felt like I was going to have a panic attack. I went to bed feeling very anxious and I didn't sleep well at all. I took my buspar and feel much better now. I keep worrying about my the possibility of my therapist going on strike. I'm also quite worried about keeping up on my bills. I am always a step behind and I've never had this problem before. I went from renting a house and working two jobs with a cell phone and all my bills paid plus extra spending money to having to scrape by and look to my family for support. I do everything I can to help them with whatever they need but I still feel so quilty. I'm still waiting for my financial aide information, I've been approved but I haven't seen anything in the mail at all.