This is another poem...MEI feel …
This is another poem...MEI feel nothing but hate and agony,and my only fear is me.I want to be normal,but I …
Join Now
I got 100% on my psych test today, woo hoo yay me! It was an easy chapter I'm just milking the success! Lol! I haven't burned myself in a while now, couple weeks actually, the last batch took so long to heal. Burns take a lot longer to heal that cuts and the scars are really prominent and ugly. Even more so because the part of my arm that I'm burning is pretty virginal to the whole self mutilation thing. Now that I have a patch that's all scarred up I don't want to stray from that area, going any closer towards my wrist is a lot harder to cover up. It sucks to have to train yourself to not pull your sleeve up past a certain spot, and to not be able to wear anything but long sleeves... I hate the wardrobe changes when your a self mutilator! How vain does that sound? Lmao! I think I'm funny I don't know about anyone else. I kind of have a twisted sense of humor so whatever. Well I suppose my brothers finally done playing video games I'm going to go and finally relax! I've been doing homework and school crap since 1 this afternoon and its 11pm now! Jeesh no wonder my eyes are burning having to spend this much time online with those damn class discussions really takes a toll!
Comments
You might also like ...
I could say that the last couple …
I could say that the last couple of weeks have been really hard, but honestly... it's been a lot longer than that. …
Does anyone else with AS, now or …
Does anyone else with AS, now or in the past, deal with self-mutilation such as cutting? I did when I was a teenager …
Congrats on the test! Good job! Burns definately have worse scars. Glad to read you haveing SI for a while! Keep it up. School is taxing, but worth the effort. Make sure to keep a balance of work and play in your life!
Ashlie