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im good, been pretty low this past few weeks, iv had my head in alsorts of places, but ive managed to get my mind off of it and carry on. i feel alot better :) - i just dont wana look back.
i got things to look forward to and stuff to start planning. i just wanted to thank the ppl that have messaged me support. so if ur reading this - thankyou. x x x
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inspired after today...just to remind myself what happened for when i need it again.
-i stepped off of the pavement, dogging massive puddles the rain had left in my way. i was Still thinking of everythink i possibly could, i was completly unaware...
-coming off of the road and onto the path again.i caught the sun rise in my reflection. u wouldnt believe how much that ment to me...it felt like another ordinary day.it was.
...since i knew its all i could think about. i cried alot, too much. i cant sit there and let myself slip. i still feel lonley i wana share what im feeling with real my firends nd family but i cant see how that would help me-i dont need the pitty, tears, stigma or the worry off them too. just knowing that sum1 in the same room understands would be enough.
but im not ready to share with them (i dont kno if i ever will) so Instead I went out this weekend, it wasnt a case of how i felt, i needed the company of my friends- i was still laffing and joking. its just these quite moments i dont like.
On the positive i understand i dont need other ppls opinion. i get to appreciate what i have. x
Past Entries
| May 2007 |
Thursday, 5/24
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I'm glad you are getting back to the sense of normalcy. I found that part of it strange and now day to day I hardly find myself thinking about it that much. Good spirits and Cheers!
UbiquitousCandor