A constant battle within me!
This is so, so hard to explain and I really don't think I'm going to make much sense in this journal.
There is a constant battle …
is feeling Horrible
My heart, mind & will all want to do different things....I must reconcile them!
Recently: 12 hugs given, 9 hugs received more …
Struggling, but trying to find the strength that I know is in me somewhere to keep going. I have to keep reminding myself I have a lot to be thankful for!
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My heart, mind & will all want to do different things....I must reconcile...…
Saz41 gave StrugglingToGetBy Flowers 3:19am
For a beautiful lady! BIG HUGS! how are things?…
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Hey Weezie, BIG HUGS! Hope you are feeling better today! Keep positive...loads of love, Sarah xxx…
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HUGS! Lots of hugs....keep going Hun, you are awesome and you will be OK!…
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Hugs! how are things? loads of love from Me!…
This is so, so hard to explain and I really don't think I'm going to make much sense in this journal.
There is a constant battle …
Doing ok for now, it comes and goes. I miss talking to you on Skype. We need to set up a time soon to catch up. Love you!
Hi Sarah! I'm doing okay. I see the surgeon tomorrow so I'll know more then. I hope you're having a good day! Love ya! Joanna
Hey Sarah im so sorry to see you feeeling down, here is a big hug from me, hope that helps in anyway, xxx
My prayer for you today is that you will feel better and know that you are loved. Take care my friend...Joanna
hey.. havent seen u on in a while.. how are u.. im here for u
Can't find the strength to put the details but the pain of what happened is consuming me and the memories are too much to cope with.
I cut, only minor but my need is getting stronger. It gives me a release I can't get anywhere else. I know I need to stop.