MeganMc's Journal

I had one my first experiences of feeling my "skin crawl" as the image of the two of them together swept over me. We were laying in bed, ready to sleep, and things were fine. Suddenly, that anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach began and spread throughout my whole body to the tips of my fingers. I cried and he tried to console me, but him touching me made me nausious. He chose her to get turned on by time and time again. It is the grossest thing and I can't imagine how it happened. I just had to get away from him. As soon as I was on the couch, I was able to fall right to sleep.
I had my std tests done yesterday. I'll get the results in a week. How embarrassing!

I had a great day with my kids. While in the process of orgainizing our activity cupboard, we did tons of crafts. And, as I dug through their old baby clothes in the attic to gather things for our summer garage sale they played and played and I still felt a part of it all. Nothing like a good multi-tasking day! Although I can't purge my marriage of the indecency and pain my husband brought I can purge my house of clutter! Man, I'm becoming my mother!! I really don't have any level of OCD, but looking at how often I write about cleaning and organizing you would think I do! I think I get so excited about an organized enviroment because its so rare in my home!

Looking forward to the weekend. Hope you all are too!