Journal Entry for September 7, 2008
I need to fill out a health insurance application, but it upsets me when I try. It makes me list all the medications I've been on for the past 5 …
I need to fill out a health insurance application, but it upsets me when I try. It makes me list all the medications I've been on for the past 5 …
I can't sleep. I'm thinking too much. I want to go off of meds completely. I'm calling my doctor tomorrow, though I'm only getting …
I have a job interview today. I don't even know if I want the job. I don't think I'll get it anyway. I go back and forth between being …
Matt asked me to write about how I'm feeling because I feel awful and later won't remember quite how I felt so he wants me to write it down. …
Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live …
Biiig long lost hug......I wish you luck and love with everything you're juggling right now. :) Have a wonderful day!
A gem is not polished without rubbing, nor a man perfected without trials. Chinese Proverb
Good luck on being consistent with your meds!! :)
I love your sporadic journal entries...even when you're busy and away, I'm still praying for the best for you. Hang in there!
Hugs for you. Hope everything is working out with the new job/therapist!
I've been depressed for at least 8 years, in treatment on and off for the past 5, medicated for 4. Most of the time, it feels like it's never going to get better.
If I can't do everything perfectly, I feel like a complete failure. I'm terrified of public humiliation & the judgment of others. I'm intimidated by everyone, because I fear no one will like me.
I struggled with this a lot in high school, and even now I feel like doing it often when I'm upset, angry, anxious or depressed.
I was just diagnosed with this, but more specifically with cyclothymia.. or as she put it "a touch of mood disorder."