ashberry’s Profile

About Me

Im 21 years old and just finnaly getting my life together. I spent the last 5 years of my life in and out of jail, and on the streets (because i chose to be) waisting my life chasing the bag and hurting myself. I was in many undesirable relationships with a few older men (8-13years older). Who now remind me of my father. Im sure thats due to my non-existant male role model or something, but im sure that im a stronger woman now because of it. I started shooting meth and heroin (mostly meth, heroin was nasty to me) to dull my pain and feel alive in a place full of zombies and bums. Everyone around me made it very apparent that they were infected with the disease hep c, but for some reason I thought it was some-kind of joke. When I finnaly was awakened to where my life was, I saw that I really had a problem. I sought profesional help at the rehab of my Moms choice (after I did my jail time) 8 months later I went to a blood drive at my school to donate some blood for a good cause. Then 2 weeks later I recive a letter in the mail telling me that I have hep c and to never donate bood again. I felt my life flash before my eyes and started to spin. I didnt know what to do, and to this day I am still not entirly sure. But I know that atleast I am sober and with the love and support of my mom and brother. Im not giving up, Life has more for me out there! I am optimistic and excited to find love, and make a life for myself. I still have the same dreams and asperations as before. HAHAH!!! I feel like I could knock down a building with my love, energy and spirit alone!!! So watch the fuck out world cause here I come! --P.s Im also a student in community college part time! hehehe

Interests

karate, art, exercise, jogging, running, dancing, music, guys, shopping, sobriety, peace, love, anime, manga, animals, my dog, vegitarianism, animal rights, people, computers, internet