Journal Entry for June 22, 2007
on average its 3 out of 7 are bad days surely thats a good ratio Id say the other 4 days though ive had a drink to numb any pain or thoughts
is feeling Bad
suffered from depression for years want to be loved but I hurt to much letting people in
on average its 3 out of 7 are bad days surely thats a good ratio Id say the other 4 days though ive had a drink to numb any pain or thoughts
Cant sleep! When I have been sleeping lately Ive been having nightmares. I feel like my throat is clogged with sick waiting to come up! I know thats …
I feel ok today but still the need to drink is there I dont think I have a problem as its only of an evening that I actually drink although the urge …
today fathers day i feel ok feel tense but not an emotional wreck like yesterday
im starting to get the idea of this site now, I am dizzy so you will have to excuse me x
Thank you so much for your kind words, they really brought a tear to my eye and a smile to my face. Hope you're well xxx
"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense." –– Ralph Waldo Emerson May you be filled with love, understanding and forgiveness - - not only for others, but for yourself as well. *hugs* Draco
Hang in there, I,m praying for you. I do know how hard it can be. I beat though, been dry for 18 years now. You can do it too, You just need God's help. All you need to do is ask Him.
I'm having similar problems as you with drink just now, I tell myself so much I don't want to drink yet the inevitable happens, hope you're having a better day x
I'm with you, I know the feeling. I haven't had a drink in over 18 years. The first few years were tuff. Now if I only could get read of the smoking, I'm working on it. You hang in there. I'll keep you in my prayers.
suffered from depression for coming upto 7 years actually initiated by domestic violence