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Journal Entry for August 25, 2007
August 25, 2007 11:43pm
Finally had that little talk with Amy (yes, I know it took me a year, Karen. -_-; ). Told her that I didn't want to talk about it online …
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Journal Entry for August 17, 2007
August 17, 2007 6:58pm
Woke up with a fever and swollen throat yesterday. Had to drag my ass up at six in the morning to take some aspirin then went back to bed. Kept …
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alocholism runs deep in my family.pain and violence come with it. I started drinking when I was 12 and by the age of 14 it was rare to see me sober. I went to jail and treatment. in some ways it helped. I've seen some of the worst drunks become sober. so don't give up hope. you are not alone. you and your mom are in my prayers
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I wrote this poem several years ago and hope that you will enjoy it and that it may give comfort and reassurance into the meaning of life. It goes as follows: LIFE'S JOURNEY I pray that God will bless you At the start of each new day And grant you health and happiness And friends to share your way As you journey through this life To reach that Ultimate Goal May you find peace and happiness Deap within your soul The road is long and narrow Full of trials and sufferings too But you must continually endure it As the appropriate thing to do Each of us has a tunnel Either filled with thorns or roses We must travel through the thorny tunnel To achieve heaven and the roses. Copyright, 1989, Terry M. Martini. All rights reserved. Terry
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hiya. im 27 in perry hall,md. how bout u? im bipolar, anger issues 2, and have social anxiety. lemme know if u ever wanna chat.
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Hi, sorry to hear that you too have heart problems. I hope you find relief soon. Terry
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Wheeeeeez! i haven't been on in a while. I back! Dad's got some motre clothes for you too; miniskirtz.
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Close Depression - Teen
I've probably been suffering for a while. I had a break down in 04 or 05 (can't remember which). Funny thing is, half the time I have no idea what I'm crying about. Relationships, my life and my family all make me depressed. My life has officially come to a stand still.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- The damned clinic gave me a slight OD on this. If the dosage is too high, it makes you feel like you're stoned. Perhaps that wasn't a bad thing.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- This med is like speed. I was forced to take a pill before school and usually I'm really tired when I go, but this stuff just kinda forces u awake. My hands were shaking.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I HATE talking about this kinda stuff to a total stranger. Especially one that is writing down everything you say and reporting it to your parents. Piss off, lady.
- Writing Working / Worked
- It feels nice to get my thoughts out of my head and onto paper. If I'm lucky, I can even base a story off of real-life experience.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I got a cat cause I thought a pet would make me feel better. I went to Petsmart where a cute little grey DSH started nuzzling me, so I took her home. I don't cry much now
Close Teen Sexuality
Type: Gay / Lesbian IssuesI'm actually not sure if I'm bi or a lesbian. Still figuring that one out. Honestly, I find the aspect of sex with a woman more appealing than with a man.
Open Anger Management
Usually, I'm a calm person, but there are times when I get so angry it makes my head hurt. Maybe it's from keeping it all in.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- There's nothing like some angry, screaming music when you're mad.
Open Other Heart Problems
Not exactly sure what's wrong with me. My heart beats really fast sometimes when I'm laying or sitting or it hurts my lungs and chest.
Open Anxiety
I get nervous around big crowds in places like the mall or library. Anywhere there are people, I guess.
Open Shyness
Been shy since..forever. I'm not sure if it's shyness or the anxiety. Maybe both. I always have trouble making friends.
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