Journal Entry for January 13, 2007
January 13, 2007 1:44pm
i cut myself a whole lot on thursday night. i did it on my upper arm so that i couls wear a tshirt in gym. so on friday, i was in the locker room …
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erinn
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About Me
for the past 3 years i have been going through really bad depression. 3 people that were close to me died. one was natural, one was suicide and one was cancer. i have been through bulimia and anerexia for about 2 and a half years, on and off. i have been to therapy many times, and it does and doesnt help. my friends are the reason i am still alive today. i think about suicide often, but i couldnt do that to them, because many of them would also kill themselves.
Interests
i like to write, it helps me vent. alot of the time(when i used to have the energy) i would go for long runs. now i just walk over to the soccer fields and think. i enjoy taking pictures of random people, things, and places.
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Journal Entry for January 1, 2007
January 1, 2007 5:34pm
last night i was at my friends house, and i got really depressed and stuff. i havent cut in like a week, and last night i reallllyyy needed to cut, …
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Journal Entry for December 23, 2006
December 23, 2006 3:06pm
so, today..... wow, it was weird. my dad actually wanted me to come shopping with him, and the weirdest thing, i actually had fun, even though my …
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Journal Entry for December 22, 2006
December 22, 2006 8:50pm
my family sucks!! they went ALL out for my little brother's birthday, they never, i mean never do that for me! they never have and probally never …
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Journal Entry for December 21, 2006
December 21, 2006 2:54pm
today sucks already! my dad called me this morning and was told me that i wasn't going to my friend's house tonight, like i thought i was. she got in …
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Close Depression - Teen
ive been sexually abused which led to my depression, many eating disorders and my cutting. i am rarely ever happy and my friends dont understand what i am going through.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- it doesnt work, my parents are just too stupid to realize it
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- it worked for a while, but then i stopped, and now im worse
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- i write but, i havent been lately, i just write about how crappy stuff was and i cry then im okay, bcuz i go to sleep right after i write.
Close Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiai am getting over being an anerexic. when i actually did eat, i would then throw up. i went through this on and off for 2 and a half years. someone would find out, i would go through therapy for a few weeks and pretend to be better and start over, but i am actually trying this time
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- at first i wouldnt open up, but my 4th time through i decided i might want to get better, but i still do it
Open Family Issues
i have major family problems. i only talk to my parents once a week, because we always get in arguments. nonody in my family understands me. we constantly yell and i spend my days in my room crying or cutting myself.
Open Panic Attacks
i have very bad panic attacks about once or twice a month, and littler ones about once or twice a week. i usually end up passing out or not being able to breath
Open Self-Injury
i cut myslelf whenever im upset, not just my arms and wrist, but on my legs, so its easier to hide.
Open ADHD / ADD
i have ADD, and it really effects my life. i cant even focus for a full hour. my parents think that things like ADD shouldnt be medicated, so i have a really hard time in school.
Open Sexual Abuse
i was sexually abused for 3 and a half years before i told someone
Open Rape
i was raped when i was 13
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