lwells035's Journal

Good morning everyone.

TGIFRIIIDAAAY! wow I cannot tell you how happy I am that this week has come to an end and we are finally at the weekend. It's been a good week, don't get me wrong, but I'm really looking forward to no summer school classes, no work, and hopefully catching up on some much needed sleep! Yesterday I got my test back in math class and somehow pulled out another B which is pretty exciting considering I didn't study...maybe I just won't study from here on out because I seem to be doing better that way haha. It was a pretty gross and rainy day overall so I decided to reward myself for running the past several days and take the day off to give my legs some rest. They were beginning to feel a little tired/sore when I woke up in the mornings, so hopefully I can push myself to get back onto track today. I think that's the hardest part is when you do take a break to not let yourself continue to do so, specially when it's supposed to rain again today. I tried to eat pretty healthy just because I knew I wouldn't be working out. I had my usual breakfast of special k cereal, a banana, and some strawberries. Until lunchtime I drank a couple of crystal light waters, diet sodas, and an orange juice drink just to tide me over and I felt pretty thirsty for some reason. For lunch I had a lean cuisine and wasn't even hungry when I got home after work but was craving sweets so I had a yogurt icecream with fresh strawberries and drizzled chocolate syrup and some chocolate chex mix. I was proud that I controlled myself pretty well. After class I went to dinner with the family and ordered pretty healthy, a grilled chicken sandwich with black beans and veggies as a side instead of fries, so the only bad part of my meal was the chips n salsa before and the icecream I ate after again. I was feeling a binge of craving chocolate coming on so instead of giving in I went and showered and went to hang out with my boyfriend. I feel like I'm fine if I distract myself and just give in when I'm super bored.

I dunno, all I do know is I'm tired of being cold and almost done taking my pills for anemia. I don't crave ice nearly as much. I used to eat cups of it at least 5 times a day if not more, and I haven't been craving to binge eat as bad, and if I have I haven't totally blown it as much as I used to in the past so hopefully when I'm done with the medicene I won't go back to that point again.

After work I plan on going and taking another nice nap. I really feel like I need to catch up on some sleep, even though there are alot of other things I should be doing instead. I always feel like I waste my day when I sleep, but my throat is kinda sore so I may be coming down with something.

Anyway have a great weekend...I know I'm excited for it! going to a concert tonight yyaaay!