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Journal Entry for June 30, 2008 Mood
Monday, June 30, 2008

Today I felt really blah prolly because it finally hit that time of the month but still I hate it! I ate like SHIT which is depressing because that's like the third time this week and I was alraedy gaining weight so now im like great I'm really gonna turn into a fatass. I thought about tryin on some old jeans that I wore when I was skinnier like a month ago but will prolly be real depressed because I am doubting they fit at this point. I want to stay at 130 and need to quit worryin about it but its so hard. My mind is filled with thoughts of food, exercise, and if I will eat healthy/what I will eat/will I binge etc etc. I think it ends up making me eat more...

 

B: oatmeal with an apple

S: 100 cal muffin pack

L: sandwich, chips, yogurt with fruit, 2 pieces of chocolate

S: bowl of cereal with yogurt n banana, 2 oatmeal bars, another bowl of cereal with fruit, and peanut butter jelly on toast

D: baked salmon, peas, angel hair pasta

S: 2 large icecream cones, peanut butter sandwich with chocolate chips

 

like 4000 cals....neato...NOT. this week i have had an avg of 3100 cals eaten per day geezzz

 

workout: body pump class and body attack class

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Comments

  1. Soph827

    u r still doing a lot of hard out clases at the gym though so u will be burning up a lot of what ur eating!


    Soph827

  2. ClaireMac

    don't get yourself down too much. at least you're exercising a fair bit and burning up a lot of calories! put today behind you and move on. hugsxoxo


    ClaireMac

  3. livetolove03

    you're okay... my period always makes me wacko too. Like Claire said, at least you're still getting in a good amount of exercise, so that's def a positive. Don't beat up on yourself too much--130 is a perfectly acceptable weight, it's healthy... you know that :).

    And hey sometimes when your PMSy the only thing that'll cure it is dairy and chocolate ;)


    livetolove03

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