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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008 Mood
Friday, February 15, 2008

Yet another friend has told me she is pregnant...almost 5 months. I can't believe i never really noticed it before now. The worst part is that we work together so i have to see her often which is a constant reminder to me of what could have been or SHOULD have been. I feel like a bad person and the guilt haunts me because I want to be happy for her but at the same time i wish that it were me. I don' t know what to do anymore...do i give up? should i? At this point i don't know...i don't want to but i wish i didn't have to be disappointed any more.

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