Journal Entry for January 11, 2008
Christmas sucked. There isn't a polite way to put it. I'd never been so depressed in my life. I was planning a wedding, supposed to be …
is feeling Good
My dad died unexpectedly three weeks ago. Life has lost all meaning and purpose. I'm still the "i can't believe he's not here" phase or I guess what psychiatrist would call the denial phase. Daddy was three hours short of his 62nd birthday, hadn't been sick and was in relatively good health..he had a brain hemmorrage. Life without him sucks. My grandmother died six weeks after my father. Now I keep wondering, who's next?
Christmas sucked. There isn't a polite way to put it. I'd never been so depressed in my life. I was planning a wedding, supposed to be …
Two and a half months have already went by. Sometimes it seems like yesterday and other days it feels like years since Dad died. Today is one of the …
Its been 3 1/2 weeks since Daddy left. There are times it feels like yesterday and other times it seems like it was years ago. The first …
I lost my father on 11/28/2007. He had been ravaged with rheumatoid arthritis for many years but it was congestive heart failure that ended his life. I empathize with you as I loved my father and am still coping with his loss. If you need a friend, email me. David S.
Jamie: I know how you feel. It will be 8 months that my husband passed and like you said it comes in waves. Every night I curl up and just cry, cry till I can't breath anymore. I wish I was dead. But, here comes my doggie, Lucky, licking my tears. When I look into those soulful big brown eyes I can see the love and know he feels my pain, for he too misses my husband and knows why I'm crying. This is something we have to deal with. It is obvious that people either stay with us through these times or turn their backs and walk away. I hope you can find some peace in your heart and comfort.
Thank you. I appreciate it!
Hugs for you today!
here's a big hugx
I quit again on Aug 15, cold turkey. I had started back again when my dad died this past May. This quit has been almost to easy. The cravings come and go but its not been that bad. Almost makes me wonder when the bad times are going to hit?