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Journal Entry for December 8, 2007 Mood
Saturday, December 8, 2007
Lately my dreams have taken over my life. Every nite I see the friends I served with and the ways they died. I also see my children and wife die in the most horrible and violent deaths. My memories and dreams no longer stay in my head and when Im having them, I live them. It's getting harder to tell what reality I exist in. When I wake to see it was all in my head, I spend my remaining waking hours making sure the horrible things in my dreams do not happen. Im so tired of the violence and the horrible things that happen to children these days, the horrible things we do to ourselves and others, the strong selfishness that has taken over our society. To say that I feel overwelmed is an understatement. I can hold my children close and try to protect them, but how do I know when Im doing too much or being too crazy? Why is my mind torturing me?
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  1. Darkemotion

    Because you're fear is takeing over, you need to relax take a deep breath think of that dream till it dissapears think of the person how much you love them and want them to stay maybe show how much you care and show then you're strength and belief that you care.. hopfully this helps ya... ^-~ take a easy kk


    Darkemotion

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