bklynbella64's Journal

hair, & why is it all the wrong places!!!!

when i was 12 i had life made! i didnt have any problems at all! then my period desided to show up, had problems with that wasnt enough but then my body desided to grow extra hair!

since i was 12 years old i been having problems trying to hide the extra hair. doing crazy things waxing, shaving, leaser and nothing works ! so now i basically wax or shave cuz leaser is getting pricey! using a new cream out there to reduce it but its working very little.

i hate the starring and it gets me depressed!

oh to food and why does it stay!

how come im not a size 4 like most of the girls my age? i basically was always over weight and it totally sucks! ( pardon my french)

i never really ate sweets except icecream which is really milk and cream hehe (well in my eyes anyway) i always ate normally infact my mother has always told me i should eat more cuz i eat like a bird! i love my green veggies,fruitaholic and my meats and seafood o fun! it just totally sucks that i cant be in a size i should be in just cuz of the PCOS!! im right now in a size 16-18 i know i dont look it i hide it well but its totally sucks that i have to go the double extra mile just to lose those 5 pounds then the normal woman can do it much more easier! sometimes i just want to SCREAMMMMM!!!

thanks for listening to my vint!! hugs!

this was a good weekend!

i went to work on saturday as always and sunday i spend the day with one of my close friends. we both went to the movies and had dinner ( yes i had tried my best and not eat junk) we had decided to walk that evening. it was nice and relaxing. today my family and i had bbq and spent some time with my cousins in a game of double dutch lol i was rusty but i did do well hehe. the best part about this weekend i didnt feel weak or light headed like most of the time ( fingures crossed) i hope it continues that way i hope everyone else had a good and relaxing holiday weekend.