deeschr's Journal

well today we had a bad day. Ryan woke up at 3 in the morning saying he had a head ack and he does get those often So i gave him a childrens tylonal and by 5 he was complaning about his tommy hurting. So i had him we need to pee in to a cup and he had a large amout of ketones in his uiran. So we took him to the hospital to find out what is going on. Cause his sugars where fine. we get there and it was a hour before he was even seen. Then the poor think had to get blood drain and the missed his blood vesil. The pore thing had to get poked 5 times after they blow a vain in his had. the poore guy though he did something wrong he kept telling me I am sorry mommy I am sorry. It made me cry. I just feel like am not doing enough for him. like there is something i dont know that i need to do.  it Is so hard sometimes.