I hate him i hate him i hate him. he is an ignorant self serving inconsiderate piece of shit ass bastard. i hope he drops dead where he stands. i hope a cement block falls on his head like it did the car and crushes his skull. i hope he dies and her too. i hate him i hate him i hate him. hes an asshole to the umpteenth power and i hope he dies. i hate him....i really love him but i want to hate him. i figure if i say it enough i will eventually begin to believe it. like those people that tell so many lies they actually convince themselves and others that it is the truth. i hate him, i hate him, i hate him.
Its horrid feeling like this isn't it? I wish I could wipe it all away for you and you could just feel indifferent towards him... Maybe it will come in time, I don't know... But I do believe you are a mighty woman of great courage, drive and purpose... You have focused on your future and headed towards it and even if you regret returning to where you are now, it was at the time still a move forwards and I can only applaud you for that... I admire you Msxtacee, I really do... Hx
HeleneDM
Hi honey, I'm so sorry you are going through this, but someone once said to me "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" You are fighting for your survival and that of your children, keep going, you will make it through this and there will be happiness again. Loose yourself in playing with your children a little, generate simple happiness each day to keep your sanity. God be with you. x x x
Iyla