Full Circle
July 1, 2008 8:19pm
Okay so I'm sitting and I'm looking over this journal. And I think to myself how for over a year now I been dealing with this mess. And it …
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They are awful people
March 17, 2008 9:52pm
Something happened to day that hurt me to my core. They are horrible people and they had me more than fooled in our intial meeting. All except that …
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“May the saddest day of your future be no worse than the happiest day of your past” Irish Blessings
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Close Breakups & Divorce
He's gone. I'm still here.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- It only makes it feel worse.
- Faith Too Soon to Tell
- Trying to have the faith that I will get through this. Trying to put my faith in the lord and not a man.
- Love Not Working
- Its not the love that I want, though it is appreciated, its just not the love that im after. his love is what i feel like i need, but i know i really dont
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- It seems as if its taking forever, but as each day goes by the pain numbs just a teensy bit
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It just makes me feel better at the moment to write it all out
Close Depression
I have always dealt with depression as I have dealt with all the pitfalls of my life. I want to learn to come out of this depression and to not allow hurdles to make me sink further in.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It helps for that time.to release it. but then all goes back to hell.
- Faith Too Soon to Tell
- I want to have faith that I wont have to be depressed my whole entire life
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- I don't like the way it makes me feel right now. But its only been a few days. I hope to be able to make it through the first 2 weeks.
- Love Not Working
- Its just not cutting it. Im still depressed because everyone is expressing their love for me and even him, but he doesnt really mean it
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Just hasn't done it for me yet.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Helps me at times.
- Atarax Somewhat Helpful
- Puts me in a deeper sleep than I need to be, but helps me sleep nonetheless.
Open Single Parenting
Single mother of 4 girls and one newborn boy. Hate the thought of my children growing up without a father. I struggle everyday just to get to the next one.
Treatments
- Faith Too Soon to Tell
- Trying to have faith that I can raise these kids. I think I can do it
Open Codependency
I have always been dependent on a relationship to shape my life. I don't really know what its like just taking care of myself and my kids. I have never believed that I would be happy if I wasnt in a relationship. I'm going through that now that I'm coming out of a relationship. Except this relationship was different. It was the first time I truly evaluated my faults and began the process of growing. And now I feel stagnant. There's no air in here. But I think its my fear of being alone.
Open Infidelity
May 22nd 2007 was a day that changed my entire life. He walked away from me and to another woman. I'm sick over this whole situation. Just sick. First he said he just met her. Now he says its been going on. I'm so hurt and confused. He still tells me he loves me. How could he do this to me? How do you plan a future with someone at the same time as your starting a new relationship with someone else.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- I just cant believe it still and when I cry it makes it feel even worse. It hurts so bad.
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