the numbness has gone and the pain …
the numbness has gone and the pain has kicked in big time. I just want my mum.why cant i have my mum, four weeks have …
23 May 2007
It's been almost a month since I lost Laura and if it is at all possible I feel worse today than I did then, other than the shock part. The emptiness, pain, guilty, loliness is unbareable. I find it hard to get up in the morning, to walk around when all I really want to do is collapse on the floor and lay there. I don't want to talk to friend, I don't want to be with people, and I breakdown for no aparent reason without notice. The pain is unbareable and I want it to end. I just don't know what to do without her.
the numbness has gone and the pain has kicked in big time. I just want my mum.why cant i have my mum, four weeks have …
IM AN XCUTTER... THIS PAIN IS BECOMING SO UNBAREABLE!!!! I THINK I WILL DO THAT TODAY... I NEED TO RELIEVE MY EMOTIONAL …
im so alone. i need to write. i haven't written any poetry in weeks but i can't. all i can do is cry and lie on …
I'm so sorry . . . I lost my best friend a little over four months ago and the pain is still so raw at times . . . every day is a struggle to live without him . . . please drop me a message if you feel like talking, ok?
Love and hugs,
Annabeth
Annabeth