Journal Entry for October 24, 2007
i hate this! i hate life! i hate that im under so much fucking depression! i hate that people drink! i hate that i serioiusly cant control my anger! …
i hate this! i hate life! i hate that im under so much fucking depression! i hate that people drink! i hate that i serioiusly cant control my anger! …
ugh i keep getting in some much fucking shit
i HATE it!!
i want to live in pittsburgh, but cant :(
ive been getting into sooo much trouble lately. and it really sucks. ive been wanting to cut myself a lot lstely, but i havent. except for once, but …
okay so i havent been on this much, because ive been on vacation for the past three weeks. =] and i am doing fantastic. although my psychologist at …
i hate emotions! theyre such a bitch! they get you like NO WHERE! but without them, you wouldnt have a fucking life!!!
yeah. i guess i am glad as well. :) so how are things with u?
lol. i know how that is!!
pretty boring. but at the same time, very good. my b-day's like in a week. and time seems to be moving very slowly but everything's good. how have you been?
hey there. i just joined and was looking for more military sisters. i'm around if you ever want to message. take care.
8th grade? so far, its going great! thanxz.....how u doing in school?
i have had epilepsy for the past 4 1/2 years. turns out i had a brain tumor, causing my seizures. i had brain surgery in may 2005, but they didnt take the whole tumer. i had it 2 more times, on january 3rd and 6th, 2006. and have now been seizure free for about 2 years now, and feeling great! the childrens hospital of philadelphia saved my life.
idk, depression sucks. i have had a lot of it, and when im depressed i hurt myself. and i want to fight that, to stop.
my older brother matthew, my best friend & my hero, has joined the marines, and he's sentenced in okinawa japan for 2 years. i miss him so, much :(