Journal Entry for August 12, 2007
August 12, 2007 2:18pm
hey yall just me being me again nothing much to do latley besides working and hangin out... i got into annother argument with my mom last ngiht about …
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im 17 and ive been thorugh hell maybe not the worst but i didnt make it out wihtout a few scars im an X cutter a smoker and a drinker. i fight alot physically and verbally its all i know how to do. im a product of a violent and abusive upbringing i was overdisaplined and never had a good nights sleep since i can remmber.
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Journal Entry for July 10, 2007
July 10, 2007 5:36am
fuck sleep in it fucking ass, this is bullshit i just got done working 6 days a week for 3 weeks im exhausted and sleep wont take me to the one place …
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Journal Entry for July 10, 2007
July 10, 2007 4:53am
FIRST REACTIONOkay this is called FIRST REACTION... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 42 words. Don't think and …
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Journal Entry for June 28, 2007
June 28, 2007 3:01am
well its a few week long bout of dpression and utter hatred for people i dont hate and annother sleepless night, not sure why, my eyes feel like …
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im sorry ure feelin sad and blu heres a hug to let ya know that i am here for u ure in our thoughts and in our prayers heres a hug to show i care u arent alone, we're by ure side heres a hug with arms open wide i am here if u eva need anything heres a hug to help ya dance and sing! ---karen
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressionim 17 i was put in the mental ward at 13 for being a depressed and at risk youth im an x cutter and was one a few diff meds that didnt work im also still in therapy for my anger and depression issues.
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- Prozac Not Working
- meds didnt help at all infact i cut myself and wanted ot kill myself more on them than i do now that i took myself off them
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- still in therapy and has helped a little but not as much as the doctors thought it would
Close Self-Injury
i lost my father 3 days after christmas when i was 10 years old i loved him alot even though i was over discaplined by him im 17 now and when i was baout 13 his absence really took effect i was a teenager and had no one to show me how to grow up i cut myself one morning because my older brother did it alot and i wanted to see what ti was like i fell in love with the pain and did it more and more as time went on i also burned myself i have since stopped but the urge hasnt gone away
Open Alcoholism
ive been drinkign heavily for 2 years now... i dont even do it for fun anymore i have to do it to get by. i used ot tell people i liked the taste but now i drink sum nasty tasting shit like steelys to get drunk.. if i have a bad day i have ot have liquor or i get so shakey and anxious its not funn i end up being openly biligerant wiht alot of people if im sober for more than 2 days at a time.. i hate myself for it but i cant stop.
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- Sleep Not Working
- if im sleepign im not drinking but the onyl way i sleep well is with booze so im screwed on that one
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