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Journal Entry for February 9, 2008 Mood
Saturday, February 9, 2008
ok well I was thinking about the past year and I've had alot of people do readings for me on my life and they all say that I'm gonna die before my 21st birthday which is June 16 2008... and I've been really lonely and depressed lately... so today I decided I want to prove them all wrong by living to see my birthday... and today I told the guy thats hanging onto my fire arms for me to take them all clean them and sell them... because just thinking about them makes me think about how it would make everything better to put them to my head and discharge a bullet into my head... yes I know that sounds wrong... but thats how I think at times... and I been writing this song for this girl who has done so much for me... even if she doesn't know what she's done it was her... but yeah my goal is to live to 21... and yeah the progress bar on this one will mosre show how I'm doin emotionaly ...

UPDATED GOALS

to live to 21

Progress 50%

Encouragements: 0

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