I don't remember much of the last couple of days... all I know is I did alot of drinking and woke up this morning feeling really fucking stupid in the hospital... I still feel alittle hung over... but yeah I made the desition to quit drinking today... yeah I kinda shocked alot of my friends when I told them... a couple of them have been on my case to cut back for a while now... there happy... I guess I've been using the drinking to try and keep my mind off this girl I like that has stopped talking to me... I fucking miss her alot... I can't get her out of my head... I fucking love her so fuckin much... I'm starting to rant now so I'm gonna stop here... will post more later...