hey everyone... life is a lonely place when everyone around you hates you... and yeah I feel so alone right now... I feel friendless... fuck my own family hates me... fuck I miss having friends that I could actually talk to about stuff with... I feel so alone... I go to bed at night wishing I could wake up somewhere else or not wake up at all... I know yall wish I would just die... I hit rock bottom about the end of July... or so I thought... because I feel like I've slipped bellow that rock bottom... I've been having dreams about dying... I long for death... I once promised a friend that I would keep my head up for them... but I just don't know if I keep my head up anymore... I feel like my life is done and my body just doesn't know it yet... I sit here fighting back the tears wishing I could make life better... wishing I could get out of this dark place I seem to be trapped in... I don't like who I am... I hate being alone... I hate myself... I hate not having money... I hate living the way I do...
I feel like my life is spinning out of control... and theres nothing I can do to stop it...
im feeling the same way as u r right now. i know u dont know me but i will listen to u. coz i understand. reading this made me cry. i am far away from u but i know how much the pain hurts.
just know that there is someone out there that understands. im here if u need it. i hope u take me up on it. Hugs Louise from England. XXxxXX
prettylittlefairy
U will get thru this, I sear. Bull shit happens but that is just the devil trying to bring us dowen, u need to b the stronger one. If people rn't gonna support that well, fuck it, do it on ur own. I support u, i am the angel who guides u, i pray for u to b blessed and covered with the rich of the Lord. I Love U!
May7ms04