hey everyone I'm still alive... lol its been a while... well this past weekend has been interesting to say the least... went to church... lol havn't been there in like forever... don't know why I went just felt I had to.... well I ran into an old friend there woot w00t lol he was like so full of life and happy... this is diffrent for him... lol well yeah I got to talking to him and he's off the drugs now... and this made me so happy... and since then I got to talking to some of my other friends and well 5 of them are getting off there drugs... so yeah I'm like so yeah buzzing other than not being able to get ahold of that girl that I love... but yeah I try not to think about that... because it just brings me down... I guess she just desided that she didn't want to talk to me anymore or something...but yeah... I just going to go now before I break down and start cutting myself again...
im a great believer in " what is for you wont go past you", if she is meant for you she will come back
shanks