June 16, 2008 3:16am
well everyone it is 12:13AM June 16th which means I am 21 as of today... so yeah I made it... I would like to take the time to thank all those that …
May 16, 2008 9:08pm
hey everyone... I'm just writing to let you all know that I am still alive and to update you all on how I'm doing... first of all I would …
March 15, 2008 2:37am
Hey everyone thanks for all your caring messages and comments.. well the new job is going well... lol I have heat burns (the burn you get when part …
I cut and burn myself...
before my parents separated my father was constantly putting me down calling me stupid and nothing ever seemed to be good enough for him... and he also used to beat me... he even once went as far as to call me his property.
I was sexually abused when I was really little... young enough that the memory is no longer in my conscious memory... like I can't remember the details... but it still haunts my subconscious mind... it comes out in my dreams...
I have a really hard time talking around people even if I've known them a long time... but there are those that I just click with... like I'm just able to talk to them even if I just met them...
I lie and don't realize that I have lied till its to late
I get violent towards myself and some times others when I get stressed... more so myself...
