JennHen's Journal

I am having an ok day today.  I am at my house right now (currently & temporarily staying with my mom), spending some time with Ken.  We just watched Night at the Museum - cute movie!  Things are going ok, but i had to take a break - he's watching the Cavs.  (GO CAVS)  I have not been intimate with him since just before March 17th.  Only one time in 10 years has he went this long without (when we split up for about 3-4 mos).  I have always been pretty good about keeping him somewhat satisfied, but i just cannot do it right now.  He is really pushing for it tonight - that's why i had to take a break.  Usually, it makes me angry, but i am just kind of letting it go in one ear & out the other (somehow).  I understand he has needs and all that.  I don't know if I am actually making progress (by not getting angry) or if i am just having a good day.  Maybe it's a little bit of both.  I was REALLY stressed out earlier b/c I am trying to get alot done before i go away for 3 days & things weren't going as planned, but i relaxed, watched a movie & put some stuff out of my head.  Our Relay for Life committee (at work) is having a hot dog luncheon tomorrow & i have to chop onions yet tonight, but that's no big deal.  Ok, i am going to go now, b/c i just kind of remembered about the onions, and it is a big deal b/c i am not going to be able to relax until i chop the freaking things!!! lol.  Ok, maybe not that much progress!!!