JennHen's Journal

I am still alive.  Decided to delete my profile here b/c i just don't get on the internet much anymore & it's not fair to everyone else when i don't check in all the time.  I'll probably get off at the end of August 

short version of my update:

Things are going ok.  I'm 14 weeks pregnant with my first child!  Right after i found out, i confronted my dad again & he even came to a counseling appt with me - which shocked me.  Things are far from over, but improving.  My dad & i opened up alot during the appt, but it really bothered me that he didn't seem nervous or ashamed.  But there were times i could tell he was being sincere, so i have to give him some credit.  Of course, he stands firm on his belief that it was my mom's fault b/c she didn't pay enough attention to him, yadda yadda yadda.  That's just a very lame excuse & i know it - but it was a big step for him to finally admit anything to begin with & to come to a counseling appt with me.  I am still struggling with intimacy issues & it seems to have gotten worse since i've gotten pregnant, but things are looking up & i am so excited about the baby. 

I hope everyone is doing well.  I read some of your journals to catch up.  I will continue to keep you in my prayers for your individual situations.