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Good morning everyone,
Well the old hard luck has reared its ugly head again. Finances, or lack thereof. I am paying for student loans even though I am on the doorstep of being a senior citizen. I have been paying back loans for almost 5 years now and they want to increase my payments. I can't do that. I am working full time and I have never been more poorer. I don't know what to do here. If they increase my payments I will be paying for rent, loans and then transportation for coming to work. Nothing else, nothing. No groceries. I had to cancell my landline home phone, and internet service. I can come here from work and check in but that is about it. Life is so hard right now. On top of then I am in so much pain. My dr wants me to get a new med for the pain and it costs $129.50 per month. Where is the money coming from!?! Anything to take the joy out of life. I try to be patient, optimisitc and pray but I am so stressed it is making me ill. Can't wait to die and live in Heaven where there are no sorrows. No I'm not feeling sorry for myself just saying what is in my heart and on my mind.
Oh well what can I say!?! 
Thanks for letting me have my say this morning.
Karasal
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Karasal My heart goes out to you. Seems like that dollar has to stretch and stretch until at times it can't do it any more. Here in USA the gas prices keep going up and up and fuel for the home extremly high in price. Yes it is interesting just getting food on the table and paying the bills. Your working with the facts of life like all of us have to do these days and I am glad that your writing from your heart what is happening to you right now. I am listening. I am hearing you dear friend. Hugs Gloria
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Hi Karasal, oh I am so sorry to hear about this trouble, and believe me I think many of us, myself included, understand the struggle of day to day living. Inflation, a poor economy and gas prices all factor in - I have been where you are, cutting and cancelling services to save $. It's better now, but we all do what we need to in order to make ends meet, and I sure hope you will hang in there - I did find many inexpensive or free things to enjoy in life, and still do - many blessings that I never noticed before, and though I too look forward to heaven I also enjoy what has been given to me here, even if it isn't what I wish it was - if that makes sense?
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