Something Simple but Profound!!!Tonight, …
Something Simple but Profound!!!Tonight, after mass on my drive back home around 8:45 pm, I noticed the sky was that …
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Life is full of ups and downs I guess. One day very happy the next very sad or angry due to someone else's conduct. I know we all have to cope with stuff but when a person is abused at a young age and then gets it on a daily basis then when does it all stop!?! Does it ever? Or is this some kind of "lesson" to learn from a past life or see how the other half lives. Gosh I am 53 years of age and as strong as I am I am find the fight harder than ever. Is that because of my age or just intolerance to nonsense. I am not a whiny person by nature and a never want pity, however I do find support works for me. In that respect a person can find they are not alone or crazy and that there is something to information. One person can post info and someone else can say "ah ha, I didn't really know that, so now I can move forward" I keep moving in that direction but something keeps setting me back. As they say knowledge is power. I have good self-esteem and don't make trouble for anyone so why is this crap happening. Abuse is rampant and it seems to be getting worse. Makes a person want to give up and not live anymore. And after hanging in there, the next day is better. Last night I walked under the full moon, I love doing that as I enjoy viewing the moon. Something makes me feel safe when I look at nature. Just love looking at the sunset, trees blowing in the wind and the sky both during the day and at night. Things that are not made with human hands but the creator's artwork. Perhaps I should look more and talk less, who knows. And tomorrow may be better. Afterall tomorrow is another day...
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YOU TOO, HUH. I CAN RELATE TO EVERYTHING YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. I even wrote a note on the 'codependency' discussion post asking for advise. When does this crap ever end!!!!!!! But, I too, believe in the Lord God also with all my heart Karasal. Detachment. Don't forget. I need to practice this more, as well, on a daily basis. Why is it that we let these bad, mean people control how we feel? I TOTALLY RELATE TO YOU!
I Love you and I think you Rock Girl!!!!! Hang in there.
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cruz
U can relate as well - like is full of ups and downs and several emotions. Just keep holding on and doing your best! Find what makes u happy! Christal
christal1979
u ok? the last line sounds like an exerpt from gone w/the wind Do U kno the serenity prayer
God Bless chip
chipchip
Hi Karasal, just thinking of you....
P00hbear
No it means you are human! God made us with feelings and just wants us to rely on him. Be Blessed!
joy2go
I sure can relate to what you have written. I trytoseeitthat I amclearinglorsof karmic debt os my next round of life is much happier. I am pretty worn out from life's little "whacks".
I stayed up last Monday night and watched the full lunar eclipse til the sky went completey black, my dog by my side. It was pretty cool.
simgrah
No never give up nor give in~~~~ life is a journey with UPS & DOWNS.
joy2go
Yep ~ I "too" also relate to what you typed out. Amazing and yes, knowing we are not alone in this crazy world having to live with these feelings does help hu? Hope you have more up days ahead my friend!!! :)
missnewf