Journal Entry for July 20, 2007
July 20, 2007 2:17pm
Today has been a fair day. I don't feel bad, but I don't feel good either. Just kinda ok. Nothing really has happened, so I don't really …
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KasRechelle
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About Me
I am a 23 yr. old wife, mother, nurse, and photographer. I have been married for 6 years and my sone is 2 1/2. I had a full plate....then I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, Severe Anxiety, and PTSD. I have delt with the anger, rage, and emotional roller coaster my whole life. I was in foster care simply because my parents didn't want me. I was in the system for a total of 4 years...that was the longest four years of my life...I have never delt with the emotions that all of this brought. I just bottled it up like everything else. Now, I am not doing to well coping with all of this. I haven't even had the courage to tell anyone other than my husband and mother in law about my diagnosis. I am just not ready to face the possible rejection. I have very few friends simply because I don't let people get close to me. I shut them out, or fight with them just so they will go away. I know that sounds bad, but it's the truth.
Interests
My son, scrapbooking, walking (during mood swings), researching anything in the medical field
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Journal Entry for July 19, 2007
July 19, 2007 12:59pm
It has been a few days since I wrote on here...so...Here it goes. I feel really really good today. It is the first day that I have felt this good in …
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Journal Entry for July 13, 2007
July 13, 2007 6:51pm
Well, I just got back from the pdoc. She adjusted my meds (which I expected). She took me off my huge dose of Seroquel. She left me on 25mg's …
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Journal Entry for July 13, 2007
July 13, 2007 4:06pm
Today has been a day from hell. I don't know why, but I am having fits of rage and severe anxiety. My mom took all of my medication away from me, …
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Journal Entry for July 10, 2007
July 10, 2007 2:22pm
I feel ok today I guess. I don't really have the guts to tell my mother in law that I want to quit helping out at the shop so much and that I …
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Hugbook
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Hi there, I'm doing fall cleaning and it appears that you've left DS. If you return, please look me up and I'll re-add you as a friend. Hope all is going well with you, Mary ♥
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have a great day thinking of you
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Have a good weekend!
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If you ever check in, give me a yell so I'll know you're okay. Love ya, mary ♥
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have a good day.. Angie
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, Anxiety, Depression, Abandonment Disorder, and PTSD in Feb. 2007. I haven't told my family/friends so I was hoping to get a little support from you guys until I can face my fear of telling someone. I absolutely love photography. I would love to attend college for it, but there isn't a school like that around here. I enjoy spending time with my two year old...he is a hoot!
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- I take 10mg's a day. It gives me a little splurt of energy.
- Abilify Working / Worked
- I am just on 10mg's a day. My pdoc is increasing me slowly.
- Depakote Too Soon to Tell
- I just started it about a month ago. I am now on 250mg's 3 times a day.
- Atarax Working / Worked
- I take it 4 times a day for anxiety
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
- Ativan Working / Worked
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have delt with depression off and on for years. It finally caught up with me and now I have to be medicated!
Treatments
Open Anger Management
I have delt with anger and rage for many years. It has slowly taken a toll on all of my relationships, including my marriage. I enrolled in anger management classes and start going on the 30th of this month.
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