bdmiller’s Profile

Open Acne

I've always struggled with it, ever since middle school my nose has been covered with blackheads, and the space in between my eyebrows looks horrible. My skin is always so oily and I hate random breakouts. My confidence is low enough without the acne, so it just makes it worse.

Treatments

Proactiv Somewhat Helpful

I didn't do it like I should've, but it seemed to do the job. Wish I could afford to do it again.

Open Insomnia

I've never been diagnosed with it, and I say I'm just a night owl... but I'm always up. I think sleep is a waste of time and I wish we didn't need it. I'm always up and online.

Treatments

Lunesta Considering

Open Restless Legs Syndrome

My leg is always bouncing, or sometimes when I sit (especially in a desk) for too long, my right leg starts having this weird tingling/numbing sensation... I think it's because I broke it when I was little. I don't know.

Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

I've been overweight almost my entire life, at least ever since about 2nd grade when I broke my leg and couldn't do anything physical for months. It has to be what depresses me the most, and just like for my acne, I can't afford to do anything about this, even though it could be killing me.

Treatments

Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful

I was part of a weight lost program at a health clinic, but I couldn't afford to stay there anymore. They put me on a diet with these pills and it worked.

Open Obesity

I've always been overweight, ever since I can remember. I'm afraid to do certain things like climb a ladder or ride a ride because I think I'm going to break it.

Treatments

Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful

I try not to eat fast food, but I do anyway because it's all I can afford. I don't like eating fried food, beef, or ridiculous sweets.

Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relative

I'm lucky enough to have both parents still with me, however last year, my grandma passed away. She was like my 2nd mom, and my mom's best friend. And just recently, one of my best friend's mom died, and she was always so amazingly open to me, it was like I was her child too. I still find it unbelievable that these wonderful women are gone.

Treatments

Crying Somewhat Helpful

It takes a lot for me to cry... but the day I cut, I stopped by my grandma's grave and completely broke down.

Open Financial Challenges

My family has always struggled, and this is honestly the root of a vast majority of my problems. They say money can't buy happiness? ...Who the hell are they?

Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

I'm not that bad, and I probably couldn't get diagnosed with it, but there's certain ways I have to have things or they'll drive me INSANE.

Open Depression - Teen

I've been depressed since I was in middle school... Never lived up to my fullest potential because I was always being put down by my weight or sexuality or something... and it really affected my self-esteem and life in general.

Treatments

Writing Too Soon to Tell

I'm not good at writing or expressing my emotions like that... which ironically enough makes me feel worse about myself. But I've recently decided to take up songwriting.

Open ADHD / ADD

I've always joked about being ADD... but I really think I am. I hate that I can't read books, even when it's something I want to read, because I want to do or watch something else. My memory is also horrible but I don't know if those are related or not. I haven't been diagnosed, but I haven't been to a doctor or anything.

Open Anxiety

Lately, every little thing gone wrong can work my nerves so bad... I can't just brush stuff off, I hate it. I worry about everything until it's fixed. I have anxiety attacks when cops pull me over. lol