Journal Entry for May 29, 2007
Oh, I can't get anything done. Before I know it, it's 5 p.m. and I'm wondering what I did all day. What little energgy I had …
is feeling Bad
Depression has plagued me all my life. I don't want to define myself by my depression. I'm a wife, mom, grandma, and a teacher. I'm smart, kind, loving, loyal, and hopeful. I used to be all kinds of good stuff before, but it's gone for now. I've tried many meds, but they don't work anymore. I will start ECT soon. Has anyone else done ECT? I hope it helps.
I'm not interested in much of anything anymore. A long, long time ago I used to be funny, creative, and outgoing. I used to sew, quilt, knit, crochet, read alot, do crossword puzzles, go places. I still hate to cook and clean, but I've always been like that. The depression took "who I used to be" away. I don't know where "me" went. I'd like to find her again.
Oh, I can't get anything done. Before I know it, it's 5 p.m. and I'm wondering what I did all day. What little energgy I had …
Just watched Urban Cowboy and now I'm watching Stuart Little. Such a cute movie about a talking mouse. I wish I had a mouse like …
I like these new fonts and colors! Can't believe a depression site includes a font called "Terminal". I chose …
Made it thru another day..gotta get cleaned up for the dr's appointment tomorrow. How can I be so tired all the time and not be able to …
Wow...my first journal entry! My precious calico cat of 17 yrs. died on April 23rd. I get so so sad when I think of her. I loved that cat. I'm …
Hi there, I'm doing fall cleaning and it appears that you've left DS. If you return, please look me up and I'll re-add you as a friend. Hope all is going well with you, Mary ♥
Hi Sweetie, Was just wondering how you are and how you are doing.....Love, Susanne
Just checking in and sending you some hugs. I know that you have been depressed and mourning over the loss of your cat. My one cat is not doing so good right now. Hope life is becomming more sunny for you now.
Hi Hon, Just stopping in to let you know I'm thinking of you. Hope you have a truly wonderful day and God Shines His goodnes your way. Love, Mary :)
Sending flowers to brighten you day. I'm thinking about you and praying you had a wonderful day.
I'm kind, loving, generous, loyal, and smart. I'm a wife, mom, grandma, and a teacher. I've had Chronic Clinical Depression all my life. I try not to define myself by my depression, but it's hard. A long time ago I could do so many good things, but I have little interest in anything now. Since the meds don't work anymore, I will start ECT soon. My last resort? Has anybody else done ECT?