sandiinut's Journal

I feel lost and just wander around.  Called Mom at the Billings,

Montana nursing home Monday.  Couldn't understand much.

One brother called last nite and told me it just wouldn't be

much longer till she died.  Tuesday I called a nurse...she wasn't

eating and was pretty sick of her stomach. Then last nite my

little brother called and said we WOULD give her another

Transfusion if she WANTED it.  This morning I called the

nurse again.  She is bleeding internally again, so she's not

making any red blood cells, (she also has the liver thing thats

killing her) Now at the last minute she has deceided she

doesn't want to die in the hospital so I talked to my oldest

brother later.....he hoped they weren't too late to even

get her to his house.  I'm just sitting here waiting for

what happened.  Hope you are all fine.

sandiinut