monkeyraksha's Journal

Hi everyone i really thought that i was winning then disater struck have a area where the an old pacth has been and it is giving me some grief really did not know what to do i am tired and feeing really low again my leg is painful again and this morning it was really hard to get going again. I have phoned the doctor for an appoinment and going this afternoon. I want this feeling to end i want to know weather or not i will ever be the same agian. Hubby is very good but he does not have my feelings and i want the old me back. I really thought that by now i would br getting better but that seems along way off. My jobs in the house and getting to be more and more harder and i really dont know where it will end. I am not even sure weather or not we will be able to go away in september i want to but i feel like they way i do how can i.

Once again i must thank all my good friends on ds without them i dont know how to get on with life i just wish i could give them back what they give to me so for now HUGS to all my friends.

Then this afternoon i went to my doctor and he has given me a letter to say that i am medical unfit for travel because of my knee pain so we now have to cancel yet another hoilday.

life seem so unfair