i have had a very bad day it statted …
i have had a very bad day it statted off okay but then things just went from bad to wrose i think it was as hubby was …
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Hi all today i had a letter from the pain mangement senimar it said that they didnot want to see me anymore what a waste of my time dont they realize how much i went through to get over the meetings i feel rock bottom again and my mind is playing tricks on me dont seem to have any engry it is the wrose that i have felt n ot sure what to do everything seem to getting me down. Wish i could pull myself out of this hole. Life can be awful sometimes i feel such a burden on my husband. My daughter baby is fine and that is another string of lies she told me so that has got me down again. and then there ids dad not such what will happen to him there seems to much going on and as i feel solow myself he needs me to be on top form. I am thinking of going back to the doctor as patches dont seem to be any good all they seem to do is affect my mentally my leg is stiff and painful. My sleep is awful 
i wish i knew where it will end and then we are suppose to be going away and i keep thinking how .
all my real friends seem to abondoned me i know that thye have their own lives but i hate it when people say something and dont stand by it i feel so lost.
thanks to all my friends for trying to keep my spirits up here on ds i just wish they were here.
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I am sorry you feel so down. You need to talk to the doctor and help him put you in the direction you want to go. I feel it is our responsibility to have control over our bodies and often recommend to the doctor what direction we want to go in. Why did the pain clinic not want you back? ((hugs))marcia
bizemomm
i wish i could do somthing to help you really i do but all i can say is we are all here for you. Go and see ur doc and tell him how unhappy u are with the pain clinic.
your in my thoughts. xx
mrsp36
Thinking of you.It's hard but we have to tell ourselves we are worth something and we need to be able to complain if we are not treated correctly.I am not sure what procedures you have to go through,but the docs is a good start.It's not acceptable if you are not better,something must be done! hugs xx
typically
Heya honey. I will be round to see you soon i promise. Keep on at those doctors, dont let them fob you off. Much love to you and i will be in contact soonxxxx
iamme65