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im really really sad.... Mood

Thursday, June 19, 2008

omg...i am so sick of feeling suicidal....today i tried to report the RAPE that happened 2 years ago but the cop said he was busy and he needed to go do that........ he might talk to me later about it.... ANYWAY I F***ING HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE YOU IN HEAVEN I THING I M GOING TO KILL MYSELF PRETTY SOON.....SO...I CANT STOP!!!!!!!!! AND I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE CRYING MY LIFE HAS TO END NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OR I WILL KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X Forever silent x
x Forever blind x
x Hiding in this moment x
x I'm frozen in time x

x Feelings deep within me x
x Are trying to break free x
x Need to silence all these thoughts x
x And cut until they leave x

x Drag the blade across my skin x
x Send the silence away x
x I may be frozen x
x But can let my blood drain away x

x Forever dreaming x
x Forever screaming x
x Inside I am not silent x
x And the pain will not leave x

X Forever silent x
x Forever blind x
x Hiding in this moment x
x I'm frozen in time x

x Feelings deep within me x
x Are trying to break free x
x Need to silence all these thoughts x
x And cut until they leave x

x Drag the blade across my skin x
x Send the silence away x
x I may be frozen x
x But can let my blood drain away x

x Forever dreaming x
x Forever screaming x
x Inside I am not silent x
x And the pain will not leave x

WHO EVER WANTS

TO CALL ME FEEL FREE.....

I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO SO IF YOU CAN DO THAT ONE THING FOR ME.....PLEASE CALL ME 1-906-233-9711 (ONE NINE ZERO SIX TWO THREE THREE NINE SEVEN ONE ONE) I APPRIECIATE ANYONE WHO CALLS IF NOONE CALLS I MIGHT KILL MYSELF I JUST NEED SOME SUPPORT THANK YOU EVERYONE!!@!!!!

X Forever silent x
x Forever blind x
x Hiding in this moment x
x I'm frozen in time x

x Feelings deep within me x
x Are trying to break free x
x Need to silence all these thoughts x
x And cut until they leave x

x Drag the blade across my skin x
x Send the silence away x
x I may be frozen x
x But can let my blood drain away x

x Forever dreaming x
x Forever screaming x
x Inside I am not silent x
x And the pain will not leave xLOVE FOREVER

KRYSTAL XXXXXXXOOOOOOO

XXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOOXXXXXXX

GOODBYE TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF ANYONE CAN DO ANYTHING FOR ME PLEASE CALL ME I NEED HELP MY NUMBER IS 1 906 233 9711 ( ONE NINE ZERO SIX TWO THREE THREE NINE SEVEN ONE ONE THANK YOU IF NOONE CALLS I MIGHT KILL MY SELF SO PLEASE IF ANYONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME JUST PLEASE CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE KRYSTAL IN YOUR HEARTS....XXXOOOXXXOOOXXX

OOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXXXOOOXX

BYE FOR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

call me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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did you ask my friend that wrote this if you could copy it?

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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008 Mood

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i made it but i quit i dont know why i guess im giving up my dream to be a gymnast i dont know yet

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make it to the olympix!!!

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You quit?!! Why hunni?

georgie1
dont give up you can do it :)

sara01
Are you sure you are doing the right thing, was the goal to 'make it' or to actually be there, are you scared to go, you're an Olympian, I know how competitive gym is I'm a retired coach. I quit and came back heaps, so maybe you might feel like re-entering, it's ok if you want to go back.

littlerose