Going to REGIONALSSSSSSSSSSSS
July 18, 2008 12:18pm
I made it to regionals in Texas Holdemmmmmmm.. whooo hoooo. I have 2 weeks left in the 8 week tourny and still holding on to my first place.... Now I …
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About Me
Well I think a former bp said this very well. There are 2 types of relationships I have with people Those who hate me will always hate me And those who love me who will learn to hate me Fair warning.... I'm not mentally stable and seem to push people away by destroying everything good in my life. Relationships, Jobs, Happiness. I don't know if I will ever be happy.. I am never fully satisfied... I feel like there is nothing there to spark me. The only things I seem to enjoy is spending money, even if it isn't mine. And my animals. I try to be a loyal and honest friend. But rarley keep them. I am very picky about who my true friends are. I have only 1 true friend. I have been friends with her since I was 13. I don't know if anyone else will ever understand me. I feel like I am alone in this world and have feelings that no one else experiances. I suffer from several things Bipolar Disorder, Ptsd, anxiety, panic, borderline personlaity disorder and who knows what else
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Animals, music, dancing, travel
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Surgery
July 14, 2008 11:30pm
Well I am not going to go threw with it as of now... Maybe in the future, we are going to continue to watch it. I just can not get the nerve right …
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ER Visit
July 12, 2008 10:57am
Well Thrusday.. I went to poker. Made the final table and took 6th. Was enough for me to keep my 1st place lead in the tourney. I noticed I was …
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Howdy Do
July 7, 2008 11:26pm
How is everyone? Hope all is well. I go to the doc about my cyst this week. Please keep me in your prayers. It is on Thursday. Also I am having such …
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You need to ' Hold it ! in ! " No..let it all out xx
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Texas Holdemmmm! Very cool! $$$$$$$
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Best of luck in your touney and lots of hugs too. Judi
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loved your avitar. I could watch the rain pour on my windows for hours. And I too am in aways like you, either you hate me, or you learn to hate me. I have a feeling I am unloveable.
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Hi there Yes been a while thanks for youre E mail Hug I am doing Fine Yer things are going well Hope youre Day is full of nice things Excel
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Close Bipolar Disorder
29 years old suffer from bipolar disorder most likely inherited by my lovley father. Hate medication. Suffer from panic attacks, social anxiety. Mostly sad or angry all the time. Can't hold a job. SUCK SUCK SUCK. Only thing I like anymore is my cats. Don't leave the house much. Hate cars since my car accident in 2001. Hate driving, Hate night time. And really hate doctors.
Treatments
Close Panic Attacks
Hello, I have suffered from panic attacks since I was a teen. I find that my medication helps for the most part. Adivant. But I don't like to take pills on a daily basis so I only take it as needed. Panic attacks are a regular experiance. Some are more manageable to controll than others when all reality is lost and you think your really dying this time really sucks. I also suffer from Bipolar, social anxiety and ptst. the worst part is not being able to drive because of panic attacks.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- works the best out of all medications Ive taken for panic attacks, helps irritility,sleep, and panic attacks. great stuff
- Effexor Not Working
- didn't stay on it long. made me feel weird after a few days. not myself
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- was ok. didn't last long
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- helped me lose weight. thats about the goodness of this crap. otherwise slept and felt like I was in a cloud.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- helped with sleep. but if you want to function.... ha ha ha
- Xanax Working / Worked
- helps with panic attacks. but told it can be addictive.
Open Accidents
Was in a head on collision in 2001. Was driving home on a foggy night after dropping off a friend in a near by town. I was with my boyfriend at the time. Before I knew It a car was comming towards me in my lane and another car in the other. I was hit. I remember everything about the accident. One girl in the other car that was pregnant died at the scene. 2 others had bad head injurys which left them unable to care for themselves. My boyfriend broke in 7 places and 2 months in hospital
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- Surgery, Hand Somewhat Helpful
- fractured wrist both sides, still not complete movement in it.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- hypnosis for flashbacks helped a little
Open Anxiety
suffer from anxiety, panic attacks, bipolar,social anxiety,and ptsd.
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- Ativan Working / Worked
- best thing ever
- BuSpar Not Working
- space feeling bad crap
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- works pretty good
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- weight loss otherwise... yeah right... sleep all the time
- Meditation Working / Worked
- breathing helps and trying relaxation techniques
Open Codependency
well I am and have been codependant of men my entire life. I often will marry someone I don't even know for reasons I can' explaine except the fear of being alone. I am 29 and on my 3rd marriage.
Open Depression
im depressed. just like everyone else here..
Open Financial Challenges
broke and when I am not I spend money on crap I don't need
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am 29 years old. I am on my 3rd marriage. It is not working out and I am yet again thinking about divorce. I don't feel I should settle with something if I am not happy. I can not make anyone happy If I am not myself. I suffer from several disorders. My husband is not understanding, and does not want to be or learn. To me that means he does not want to be with me. My illness has only gotten worse since I married him. I don't know how much more I can take. I came here to hopefully find a way
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Considering
- he will not go
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Not Working
- he yells when I try to talk and have a serious discussion
Open Personality Disorders
I feel I suffer from several personality disorders and i am only just discovering what a personality disorder is.
Open Hiatal Hernia
I was diagnosed with a hiatal hernia about 2 yrs ago. I suffer from bad reflux also
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Open Anemia
babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anger Management
babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Families of Prisoners
babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open GERD & Heartburn
have a hiatal hernia and bad reflux
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- Antacids Working / Worked
- Baking Soda Working / Worked
- Nexium Working / Worked
Open Migraine Headaches
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Open Phobia
babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
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- Divorce Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Leave Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Separation Anxiety
I have this disorder and so does my dog
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- Pets Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
babyphatcat hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Hello I am new here and hope to meet some friends
Open Lactose Intolerance
I am starting to think I have this. Every time I drink a large glass of milk I get ill about half hr later with bad gas , the poops and a bad tummy ache
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
I am confused about what my problem is
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