All better now
July 21, 2008 1:05pm
OMG! This is so cool! I just can't believe …
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beiceth
is feeling Excellent
Fat dumb and happy. Planning to stay that way for a while!
Recently: 42 journal comments, 41 hugs given more …
About Me
I am 59 years old. I teach yoga and fitness, and I judge hunter jumper horse shows. I am married and have one grown son who is gay and happily living with another man. My life SHOULD make me happy, but because I can't get my body the way I want it there is always a little cloud over my happiness. I love horses and cats PASSIONATELY! I am married to the nicest man on the planet and he is very patient with me and my little quirks. I want friends who like to communicate with me an a regular basis. I HATE chains and FWDS so if you want them passed along send them elsewhere. Granny Clampett is my Role Model, and I want to be just like her when I grow up. I just LOVE a woman who can do her own doctorin' and sling a shotgun over one shoulder and her jug over the other. NOBODY meses with GRANNY!!!!! I f you want to be my friend read my journal and comment. If you don't I consider you a bad friend and you will be 86ed pronto.
Interests
Horses, cats, Music movies reading gardening. Jeff Dunham!!!!! The Three Stooges.Anne Rice! Stephen King! Anything strange and unusual!!!!
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EVEn is GOOD!
July 17, 2008 10:41am
; Hello everyone!
It is good to feel calm. It is good to feel even. It is good to feel good about my weight and my eating.
Had a bit of a party day before yesterday. Drank a little too much and ate like a hog! OMG it was so muich fun! I was just so very happy to find out I'm not sick......well not in my body anyway! Tee hee!
I indulged in my favotite binge foods. A HUGE bowl of spaghetti with tomoto sauce, and some ramen. Then a few shots of rum and veggies for dinner.
Did NOT weigh myself the next day and did NOT feel badly about eating. Just enjoyed the booze and food high and slept like a baby!
Today I feel calm and ready to get back on track.
It's a lovely cool cloudy morning after many days of blistering heat, so I am off to enjoy my horse.
Try to find something to be happy about today everyone! And when you do send me a hug or a comment and tell me all about it! =)
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sad hard truth
July 13, 2008 7:56pm
Ds has not been as fun for me as it used to be lately. It's more bringing me down than up right now.
A few of my favorite …
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Exhausted
July 8, 2008 12:04pm
Hi folks. Collapsed Friday and enbded up in hospital overnight. Doing Ok for now but freaking exhausted. …
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You were invited, did you miss the plane?? lol Your sounding so happy, and its wonderful. Whats happening for you today? Have a great one, love and hugs Celti
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Just wanted to give ya a hug!
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future plans are still rollin' along..almost done with all the ROTC scholarship papers:) Gotta go up to Cameron to fill out my 4 year plan on friday...but yeah....how are you doing with everything:)?
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Hey girlie girl - hope you are well and lots of hugs to you!
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your refriended!!
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close GERD & Heartburn
Gerd since early 20s
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- Nexium Working / Worked
- Prilosec Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I am afraid to tell my story. I'm not sure what it means myself.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- sometimes you just gotta DO it!
- Leave Working / Worked
- Saved my life
- Music Working / Worked
- My refuge when nothing else is helping
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
I believe veganism to be the moral high road. I do like meat, cheese and eggs though bub i know if I eat them too often I don't fel so good. Looking for some inspiration here to walk my talk.
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
Open Healthy Eating
In ED recovery. Now need to drop a few.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
My son came out to me two years ago Christmas. I just want to love and support him
Open Food Addiction
OK
Open Chronic Pain
too long!
Open Depression
Not much to tell. I have been plagued off and on with depression most of my life, but hate to admit it.
Treatments
- Elavil Working / Worked
- helped me lose a few. That was nice. Slept better!
- Paxil Not Working
- Made me freaking INSANE!
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Load of Crapp
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