today was a good day!! i had a great v-day!! adam got me a hug teddy bear the size of me, a little teddy bear that is the cutiest, and 4 dozen roses!! the roses are all different colors. the most beautiful roses. i dried them yesturday!! we went out to eat and went bowling. it was the best v-day i have ever had. i thought that last years v-day was the best. i had never been with a boyfriend on v-day until adam!! the v-days keep getting better. i will be 21 here pretty soon. my birthday was the best ever last year. adam and i will be married for a year in may. he said that he already bought me out 1st years present. he says that it is really big. i have been having great days!! it makes me feel good to smile, laugh, and overthink things, and laugh!!