Journal Entry for August 3, 2007
I've lost count of the times I've cried
These tears just won't stop coming
My eyes are turning blood-red
I only hear the plane humming
I …
is feeling Bad
my name is tiffany. i'm thirteen years young and i live in menomonie wisconsin. i'm wild and crazy, outgoing and energetic. i hate heartbreakers and backstabers, liars and fakers. i love my friends, they're the best. my best friends are ryley & nikki. i love those two. ♥. my favorite season is track season. i don't understand why the world is so mean to me at times, but my friends always get me through tough times. my support. I have eatin disorders...i cut..shit like tat.yea..so if you need to know anything more, feel free to ask.
Friends
I've lost count of the times I've cried
These tears just won't stop coming
My eyes are turning blood-red
I only hear the plane humming
I …
Heaven wont have me
Hell is afraid ill take over
INDEPENDENT TO THE GRAVE!!!
You ask me Why did i always cry
When i didnt even try?
You ask me Why was i hurt
When you went for the girl in the mini skirt?
You ask …
Dont wish,
Dont start
Whishing only...
wounds the heart
What happened to the girl i used to know?
The girl that was happy and cheerful and had no care in the world
The girl that had a happy life
The one that …
i dunno what to say, except lets talk sometime you seem very interesting and i want to get to know you. if you want to?
just passin thru to share this hug with you! ---karen
thanks for the message and the rose friend! Remember God's promise Faith will see you thru tho u may not know just how Peace will fill ure heart alltho u may not feel it now Joy is on its way for God has promised it to u In His precious Words..."Behold, my child, I will make all things new." stay strong and God bless friend. ure in our prayers.
May these flowers brighten your day and know that I am thinking of you, praying for you, and that I love you...teresa
so sorry u are feelin down friend im here if ya need anything ure in our thoughts and prayers stay strong and God bless.. i know things seem pretty bleek rite now but keep ure head up and know that u arent alone here. u are a strong and wonderful person and friend. never forget that.
Well...im kinda mixture between anorexic and bulimic. im not 2 an extreme yet.more like just begining its hard 2 admit this 2 my parents.they dont know yet.im not really losing weight cause food is being shoved into my mouth,forcefully[rents] and it hurts 2 eat but i have 2.[or theyll get suspicous] havent been 2 the doc. so i dnt have a medication.. kinda pathetic but yea. names tiff thirteen years young im nothin special dnt pay to much attention thats my short story latr days
I hurt myself...Well mainly cut. sometimes its because others hurt me or if i know im gonna get hurt anyway id rather stike da final blow. dont feel sorry for me i dont need it im not on pills screw doctors they dont help me neither do phsyciatrists names tiff thirteen years young the only reason why im still here is because of nikki,ryley,emo,quebert, and my friends that i cant leave behind, atleats not just yet. The time will come though...sooner or latr latr days
Ever scince i was little my mom would beat me and physicaly abuse me. She also yelled at me continuously. When she started callin me a mother fuckin bitch and a little fuckin devil child it went 2 far.. Mentaly that was hard 2 take. Then she tried 2 dump me in a orphanage about 45 time...or tat was da last count. The emothional stress was alot more than my friends had.No 1 understood. Names tiff Im thirteen years young. And if u have ?s then just ask please add me [friend]! latr days
I was fine until my mom started beating me and mentaly and physicaly abusing me. after those Years my life kinda went down hill. love is ok till it goes sour. So my relife is cutting. It releaves pain..but the pain of cutting doesnt phase me. names tiff im thirteen years young Please add me [friend] latr days
The stress of everything gives me even more depression then i ever thought. Im young and i already had thoughts and attemps at suicide... I dont havae pills havent seen a doc. im not that serious bout it. names tiff im thirteen years young please add [friend] latr days
Just found out my parents are getting a divorce. its soppised to be horrible, but it quite realiving!
I have alot of stress. Im a straight A honor student but the skool work seems to always pile up! My dad pushes me harder than i normaly can go...in fact he pushes me too far sometime. I want to have tantrums but theres something there holdin me back. Sometimes i wonder if im bipolar like mom.Love hurts. And i have a lot of backstabbers and heartbreakers in my life. It sucks. names tiff im thirteen years young please add [friend] latr days