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WELL OFF HOME TO AMERICA TODAY 19TH AND I CANT WAIT TO GET BACK .SADLY DAVE HAS TO FOLLOW IN A WEEK OR SO AS HE HAS TO TIE LOOSE ENDS UP IN ENGLAND.
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO CATCH UP WITH FRIENDS ON DS WHILE I AM HERE ON HOLIDAY BUT DONT SEEM TO HAVE HAD MUCH RESPONSE
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WELL 2 DAYS TIME TUES 19TH RENEE AND I WILL BE FLYING HOME TO AMERICA,I SAY HOME AS THAT IS WHERE I FEEL IS MY HOME DAVE WILL FOLLOW US IN A WEEK OR SO,THEN IN NOVEMBER DAVE AND I WILL COME BACK TO ENGLAND TO FINALISE OUR MOVE IT WILL HAVE TAKEN 10 MTHS FROM START TO FINISH BY THEN AND IM GLAD ITS NEAR ITS END ,IM SURE DAVE FEELS THE SAME.
WE ALL NEED A FRESH START AND IM DETERMINED THAT I WILL LEAVE MY PARENTS BEHIND FOR GOOD, MY MOM FOUND OUT I AM BACK IN ENGLAND AND IS NOT HAPPY WE NEVER TOLD HER THAT I WAS IN THE COUNTRY AS I DIDNT WANT TO SEE HER, MY GRANDSON AND MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER TOLD HER I WAS HERE BUT I HAVENT BEEN TO SEE HER AND ALTHOUGH IM STRUGGLING WITH MY CONCIENCE (SP) , IM TRYING NOT TO GO UP TO VISIT.
IS IT BAD OF ME TO NOT VISIT HER I HAVE SPOKE TO HER ONCE ON THE PHONE SINCE THE BEGINING OF JUNE AND I WASNT IN A GOOD PLACE IN MY HEAD WHEN I HAD FINISHED HENCE THE NOT GOING TO SEE HER,
I HAVE SEEN MY 3 DAUGHTERS AND MY 2 GRANDSONS AND DAVES DAD,ALSO A COUPLE OF FRIENDS OF OURS THATS ALL I WANT TO SEE BEFORE I HEAD HOME.
MY ELDEST DAUGHTERS BABY IS DUE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS SEPT 5TH SO WHEN I COME BACK TO VISIT IN NOVEMBER I WILL SEE IT THEN HOPEFULLY SHE WILL E.MAIL ME SOME PHOTOS BEFORE THEN.
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You do not need to see or talk to anyone you do not want to.
We have seen all those we want to.
I love you and will follow as soon as posible.
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I wouldn't worry about your Mom/Dad. If you don't want to see them, then don't. It's your choice. If it will make you worse mentally, then don't go.
WELL IM HALF WAY THROUGH MY VISIT TO ENGLAND,BUT STILL PLENTY TO DO.MY MOM FOUND OUT I WAS IN ENGLAND TODAY SO SHES NOT HAPPY .
I HOPED TO GET THROUGH THE VISIT WITHOUT SEEING HER,MAYBE I CAN STILL DO THAT, I DONT KNOW.ITS MAKING MY SO EDGY KNOWING SHE KNOWS.
I DONT WANT TO GO BACKWARDS I JUST WANT TO GO HOME I FEEL THIS ISNT MY HOME ANYMORE ITS JUST A HOUSE.
WE ARE OFF TO SEE A DS FRIEND ON SATURDAY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HER AGAIN,
MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER NICOLA (18) CAME AND CUT AND DYED MINE AND RENEES HAIR TODAY,I THINK SHE WOULD LIKE TO COME AND SPEND SOME TIME IN AMERICA TOO BUT WE WILL HAVE TO SEE.
I HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL MY FRIENDS IVE MISSED YOU ALL.
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Sis, I love you. No matter what happens here in England I will be here with Dave to help you get through it all. You mom can go to hell. All she thinks about is her, well it is time she realises that you are an adult and can do what you want when you want. I dont care if she is not happy. YOU COME FIRST. Please remember that I love you.
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Thats awesome your going to meet a ds friend. So cool! I hope the rest of your time there will go better then you expect. Here anytime you wanna talk.
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You do not need to do anything that you do not want to do.
It is your life not hers.
I love you
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You don't have to see your Mom. Just say NO!
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TLCDaisy
See we are both calling it home now!!
It can be difficult catching up with everyone you want to,at least we got to go to York and Newcastle.
Loose ends are being tied and I will see you again on 30th.
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