RSmith's Journal

WEll it's been over a week since I late wrote in my journal so I decided to write an update. 

I've been feeling somewhat stressed lately.   My Ob that I have been seeing for the longest time referred me to someone in the city that I currently live in back on July 2-3.  I have yet to hear from the new ob's office.  I am not going to want to drive 45-60 minutes come november/december to get to an appointment especially since I will be 7-8 months by November. 

I'm really wanting to talk to the new OB and get accustomed to the new ob before I have to deliver.  I also need to talk to the new ob about what the public health threw at me during my pre-birth pregistration appointment regarding a c section.  I really dont want to have to be cut open if i have have a normal birth even if i have to come off my blood thinner a month prior to delivery.  i have so many questions i want to ask.  also if i am forced to have the c section, i am going to want information about that, ect.   i want to be able to prepare myself mentally prior to my birth so that i dont show up and am told they are going ahead with the c section.  i also dont want to be freaking out because i hate when doctors bring sharp objects towards me while i am awake. 

but on the other hand I am slowly getting excited.  I know that byt the end of august i should be able to get the ultrasound that determines the sex of the baby done since I'll be 16 weeks by Friday.  I really want to know the sex because then I can start shopping for clothes and that.  I hate the clothes that are yellow and refuse to dress my baby in yellow.  

my mom ordered me some Winnie the Pooh knobs for my dresser that I had as a child.  they finally came in the mail today.  My mom and i can finish up the dresser soon and then we will have to move some stuff around in the computer room.   my computer room which was supposed to be my moms office for when she works from home is getting turned into my nursery room.   the walls are not getting painted again, but before we moved into this house, we repainted the walls to be a neutral beige colour.  so it;s very gender neutral right now.  I found some Winnie the Pooh sticky's for the window.