Journal Entry for July 29, 2007
It's amazing how much better I feel when I get up and go out and do something. I decided to stop having a pity party for me; I took a shower and …
is feeling OK
I'm in the process of an extremely nasty divorce initiated by my husband of many years. He cheated on me, lied to me, and filed for divorce behind my back - all the while telling me we weren't getting divorced! He arranged for me to be notified of the divorce filing by a process server - what a great guy! He has found a judge who believes his lies to have me banned from our home, and he has moved his girlfriend in. I have been blindsided by this, since I thought we had a wonderful marriage and were soul mates and best friends. I thought I was married to the best, most honest and most honorable man in the world. Boy was I wrong!
Family, Friends, Spiritual Pursuits, Pets, Books, Movies. I am busy every day caring for my pets, seeing my family and/or friends, and performing acts of service for those in need. I go to support groups for strength and encouragement, and also seek help online and through reading self-help books.
It's amazing how much better I feel when I get up and go out and do something. I decided to stop having a pity party for me; I took a shower and …
Today is no better than last night. I am wallowing in despair. When will this pain end?
Well, I would like my 1st journal entry to be positive, uplifting and inspirational, but the fact is it is Saturday night, I am alone, and I am just …
Thanks for the message. I appreciate it sooooooooo much! HUG TO YOU. mk P.S. I wrote something today in disscussions if you want to read it.
Read your profile and am I sorry for the what you've had to go through. I filed for a divorce, it a long story, but I'll chat with you about it sometime. mk
True strength is keeping evrything together when everyone expects you to fall apart. Dare to be happy. Good luck
Yes, as they say: Misery loves company. I'm trying not to have too many pitty parties, though. My broken heart can't take it. Have to force myself to say 10 things positive when thinking of one negative thing. Make it a habit!
You put it precisely right on! He is not the man I married. He turned into some kind of beast.