Journal Entry for February 23, 2008
February 23, 2008 1:44am
Ok. I am better now. I was having a moment. I took a few deep breaths and came back. Thank you for taking the time to help me feel better. I …
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About Me
I have had a few painful life lessons in the past two years. Those experiences have helped me understand my limits as a person. Because I recognize and understand how I have grown spiritually and intellectually, I accept those lessons and plan to use their outcomes to move forward. The concept of boundaries stands out as I write this description. After being hurt and taken for granted, I understand that the concept of fairness is only what one can get away with. People think they can treat you any kind of way and it should be fair because YOU did something wrong. It just goes to show that no matter what you do for some people, it is NEVER good enough. I am learning how to set boundaries in my life so that I do not have to be the emotional "Welcome" mat (for people to walk over) in friendships and love relationships. Lastly, I have learned that other people have deep-rooted issues and they try to inflict their insecurities, that result in ill behavior, on you so THEY can justify what they have done. No more, I don't think so...not at my expense! With that in mind, I continue to live with a clear conscience and continue to work on myself.
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Journal Entry for February 22, 2008
February 22, 2008 8:19pm
I have never felt so unappreciated in my life. That's all there is to say. Nobody would want to hear it anyway.
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Journal Entry for January 17, 2008
January 17, 2008 7:35pm
I worked out last night. Despite the challenges with the feet, I was able to walk one mile around the track then I rode the stationery bike a …
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How you doing? just got back on and i wanted to stop and say hi and see how things are going for you:) i know it has been a min but i always glad to have you here:)
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just wanted to send you some love. sorry we didn't get to talk today. It's been really rough on me. sick as an old rabies infested dog. Love you
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hey sis. I hope you have a good day. Isn't it great to be able to focus on just you for a change. Talk to you later.
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thanks for your prayers...hope your doing well..i'm not on alot anymore but you are in my prayers as well..all the best....
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Close Breakups & Divorce
Currently, I am recovering from the emotional antics inflicted by the man to whom I am legally married.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Working on it. I know that I cannot move ahead and receive the blessing that are waiting for me unless I do so.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God is good.It is only through his grace that I am able to focus. He is just. I am protected and loved by him.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I am so blessed to have extremely supportive people who love me. I have a great support system.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Writing has allowed me to express what I have not been able to verbalize. It allows me to center and not verbalize it so many times.No verbal replays.
Close Stress Management
I decided to erase journal entries of the past.It is my goal to write new chapters, with more intersting content, that describe my current state of affairs after the blow of diappointment and hurt. I am working on me.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
prayforme hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Financial Challenges
Bills fell behind when I was admist emotional confusion and pain. Working toward getting a hold of the situation.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I have joined the community because I wish to understand the diagnosis. My husband's inconsistent behavior along with comments made by his mother and statements he has made about being depressed have led me to research the topic. I am reflecting upon his actions that have led up to the repeated negative patterns in his life and the results of it. I believe there is a family secret. The details of it have not been shared with me.
Open Infidelity
Joined the site so I can gain a perspective as to why some people sabatoge relationships.
Open Chronic Pain
Car accident several years ago. Herniated/protruding discs (C4-C7) Told I have some arthritis/fibromyalgia in the neck. Extreme plantar fascitis in both feet. The left foot produces greater amounts of pain.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Somewhat Helpful
- The neurosurgeon said it further aggravated the situation. I had to stop immediately.
- Flexeril Not Working
- The med wipes me out. It does not relieve any type of pain. I rarely take it.
- Heat Working / Worked
- Feels good but does not stop pain/soreness.
- Indocin Working / Worked
- A pain medication in the Ibruprofen family. Knocks me out, rough on the stomach, reduces throbbing/burning sensation, does not relieve extreme soreness
- Yoga Working / Worked
- I have taken yoga for seven years. The neurosurgeon told me to stop until investigates further. Now I am stiff as heck. I can resume soon.
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
Husband's behavior became very erratic. I am seeking answers so that I amy understand how families/relationships are affected by a Bipolar diagnosis
